Thursday, June 10, 2010

等待 vs 期待

Being a mother-to be, both the feeling have not much different. What make the different is, when will be the due date. Counting date after date, week ofter week... Here is it, 8 more weeks, all my long awaiting moment soon will come.

Recalled back 8 months ago when I have discover that I was pregnant, none of us was aware what to do next, but faith brought us together and things change as we work closely side by side. Initially, thinking of having a baby will be an easy task, but it is not. Having serious backache, UTI, bleeding, sleepless nights, emotional (hormone) imbalance , fever & endless medicine supplement from the hospital, it make me really "sick" of it.

As time goes by, when you started able to sense the "movements", everything change. Especially when it come to face the "real" world. It make the different! It seems that, she know what you are talking or doing. When you were sad, it make her sad as well. If you "touch" her gently, she will "note" that by "swimming" around. It was amazing!

Having to carry you for 10 months is difficult, but having you in my life is my greatest achievement ever in my life! You mean everything to us. You completed my dream of having a family, I love you as much as your dad love you! For whatsoever reason is it, you are our precious!

We are waiting & looking forward for your arrival!
~My Baby~